but no guys this guy is like a third year or s/t and he’s really TALL and CUTE but also HOT like damn son where did you get those genes

haha okay so like two weeks ago I was crossing the road and I made eye contact with the cutest boy ever like whaaaaaat so cute I wanted to kiss his face and he was looking at me not breaking eye contact like smiling and ugh so cute you do not understand

and then on that same day I was walking to uni and I passed him on the street and it was all like cute, shy, flirtatious eye contact and smiles and when we passed each other he was just like “hi” and I was like “hello” and we just smiled and kept walking and it made my day forever

and then like a week ago I saw him walking on the opposite side of the road to me but he didn’t see me but I just checked out his cute butt cause damn son

and then toDAY I went to the metro with two friends to get some late night study snacks and turned the corner and lo and behold it was mr cute boy and he just erupted into cute smiles and DID I MENTION HOW CUTE HE WAS and Maddy was like to me ‘who is that guy checking you out?? how do you know him??? what’s happening??!?!” because we were flirting our lives out with our eyes and agh beautiful moment

and at the checkout he walked out before I did but he fucking turned around and looked back and fukcign WINKed and this is terrible romcom american teen movie shit

he was so cute guys

saturday night and you are too drunk to sleep.

work is piling up but you’re a last minute gal so why change things now?

because change is good and things have changed for the better and it’s working in your favour. lovely friends and the bright city lights and things just get better as you get thinner.

you’re a teen girl cliche and your only insecurities are high school worries of which boy will ask you to the ball.

there’s the one with the lovely smile, the one that makes you laugh, the one that kissed you then never again, the one that you loved and loved and hated and loved and he always loves you still.

I am tired. I am drunk. I have so many stories that I want to tell you all.